My mantra this week: breath and respond. I’ve climbed out of a deep dark hole. To my surprise, not everyone is as excited about my breakthrough. As a matter of fact, many people are criticizing me for how I’ve communicated while sick.
Not sharing enough. Not sharing at the right time. Not sharing with the right people. All of this criticism is just too much. I just want to slap them all.
There is a big difference between being healed and feeling healthy. I feel healthy. I’m not healed. I’ve just had soul surgery. While the beliefs that made my soul sick have been removed, I’m still in critical condition. I must be patient with myself.
I’m rediscovering what I love and who I am. It’s very exciting. I’m extremely sensitive to everything and learning how to be present moment by moment.
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. This book is so good. It’s speaking straight to my creative heart.
I miss my son so much. I feel like I let him down. I know what type of parent I want to be but I just don’t know how to get there.
My wardrobe impacts my work a great deal and even though I thought I didn’t care for shopping, it’s just not true. This week I’m buying spring clothes and I think I’ll love shopping.